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I’ve uploaded chapter two of my book on Wattpad. To read my book, visit Wattpad.com and search for lazzylog or go to my Google+ page and check out the link or check. I was listening to Joyce Meyer’s story today and I was like WOW. That must have been tough. I can’t say I know how she feels. But im happy she’s recovered. Some people go through life never knowing peace because of something that happened in their past and keeps hunting them. But here is the story of a woman who despite all forgave her father who she said and I quote “raped me more than 200 times before I turned 18.” If you haven’t heard her story and you feel a certain form of shadow from your past following you. Then check on YouTube for it and listen intently as she tells you she did it. It’s a touching and captivating life story. It’s something you have to listen to. Next week I will upload a couple of pictures I saved from my google+ page. I think them hilarious and stupid. I wonder what you would think????????????

from my book 'HUNTER'

Everyday till now I have the same dreams that that fill my night and prod my mind in the day and I can’t seem to understand what it means and yet I feel so at ease and so comfortable with it. I know it’s from my past, my life before but I don’t want to remember it. This is my home and anything that was behind is past and not to be thought about at least that is what I’m told. I want to believe that but this nightmares keep gnawing at me telling me of her Importance and I want to treasure her because she is my only link to my past which I have no knowledge of. This has been my only home but this strange place that fills my mind seems so familiar and so real. Somehow it is of importance in ways I may never know. Yet as a dream this strange place calls to me to avenge for it. What I am to avenge I have no knowledge of. But I must keep this to myself until I have a further understanding of what this is. Maybe it is my destiny or maybe not. But I must rest, sleep again and dream of this place maybe in time I will uncover all of its secrets. And then I will know of my history and past life and I will avenge for this strange place that calls for my help. It’s raining like it always does at the beginning of my dream but this time I can hear the sound of the rain on the rooftop, smell and taste the fear and anxiety of everything. It’s like I’m here, only nobody can tell of my presence. I am safe and dry but I am younger probably eleven or twelve and I see this man telling me to run and hide from some shadow that pursue us both and next I’m in a small space and I hear screams and gunshots and I’m crying silently and praying. Then I’m suddenly back at the house but this time my weeping is louder and there is blood the familiar scent of fresh blood that has guided my intuition but the blood is not mine. I am weeping at a man’s feet and I realize that it is that it is the man that told me to run and it always ends there before I wake up. His connection to me is unknown only this time my dream is longer. This time he looks at me and smiles and hands me a locket and I hear him whisper “I love you son, now run. I want you to look for James, he will protect you”. I hear myself cry and it seems all too real and now I awake into familiar surroundings and I see my bunker and my weapons. I remember my dream and realize that I’m in tears. I must find my history, discover why I was running and who killed my father and do to them what I do best. Kill them.

Wow, can’t remember the last time I was caught blogging, anyways I’ve been offline for a while but in that time I have gone closer to the Holyspirit we now have a relationship and it’s been awesome. In a few weeks I’ll write a review on this awesome Kenneth. E. Hagin book that really helped me. That’s once im through with it. My partner have had some seriously strained contact for a while and I miss her. Anywaiz I Joined Wattpad like a few weeks ago and just decided to fully participate in it. So im first of all officially announcing that I am in chapter 3 of my first serious book and im posting it on Wattpad. I would try as much as possible to update weekly. I would post an excerpt from it in my next entry which I hope would be a few days away.